whateverrrr

also, Big Fish is the best Tim Burton movie.

If not for Edward Scissorhands I would totally back this. Although, even at gunpoint I'd be hard-pressed to choose a fave between these 2.

Edward Scissorhands had been my favorite movie since 1992. I was 7. It's the only movie I've ever bought more than three copies of. (the number keeps rising because they keep releasing more editions with different special features!).

It was the film that made me love film. Or at least, to notice how completely different it was than television and plays.

I totally get a girl boner for this movie. All the time. If "American Beauty" had never come out, it'd probably still be my fave.

Also, I know Tim isn't a fan of using original stories, but I could go see this it was somebody eating dog shit (oh, wait I DID do that, except it was John Waters').

But seriously, I'm a total nerd for Tim Burton. I mean, I don't own a Jack Skellington beanie or anything ... i give you full permission to shoot me, if that problem arises.

This was the first CD I ever bought as a youngin'. I need money STAT so I can own this on vinyl.

THANK YOU FOR POSTING THIS.

AHH CAPS.

Lookit my Jheri curl

ahahah this one totally made me laugh loudest.

also, I bought a jheri curl wig earlier this year! and sometimes it comes out at parties.

- i can't stop arguing with my boyfriend

- it's really fucking stupid

- it's hot as balls in my apartment

- i don't work until Friday

+i don't work until Friday

fuck.

I really, REALLY hate talking about my personal life with people. I don't even do it on the message board much. When people ask about the stitches, I've been saying I got jumped by a garden gnome, or the maid did it with a letter opener when I fired her for stealing english muffins, or something of that effect.

And I really did think, "shit happens, people get scars, it's not the first one I've had on my face, so it doesn't really matter." To a point, I think scars are the result of a life lived. In a way, there a little dignified, and I guess they all come with little stories, and I am a big fan of that. Really, I think the bigger issue is that it's going to be really obvious for a while, maybe the better part of a year. And...this is where talking about personal shit gets hard...I'm not trying to complain or beg for attention or anything, but I've been dealing with a bunch of shit, and going through waves of pretty serious depression (ugh. I feel dumb writing that), and this is just another little thing that has kind of "set me off."

And yes, I really did say that, or at least something really close to it. The assistant just chuckled. I really thought, "I'm just going to do this, and get it over with." I'm not really worried about it being cancerous or anything, I just didn't want to dwell on it any longer.

/rare post where I talk about personal shit and then feel stupid for doing so

Steven,

I think you are beautiful and your scar is a perfect imperfection.

but honestly, I know how you feel right now. I'm too embarrassed to tell you about the thing that set me off. But, I really think it's something in the air right now. Things have to get better.

Love, Breayne

How big is the scar going to be? I got stitches on my face when I was younger, like toddler age, and I still have the suture shaped scare. I think of it as one of life's battle wounds (falling into a blanker rack is pretty brutal). I mean, maybe when people ask you about it, or you're feeling particularly ugly, you can tell them you actually got the scar after a freak wind surfing accident, or it's the only scar that has remained with you after your fight with that mutha fuckin' big ass puma a couple summers ago.

I tell people when I was three I was abducted by kidnappers and managed to outsmart them. Before I got away they were able to get one hit in with the shovel.

Did you really say "I ain't trying to be in no Gap ad fool!"?

the little thing that does my laundry speaks no english

But do you qualify as people?

what does this question even mean?

... but I think you're moving too fast.

yeah, sorry I'm not much into one person.

but, I might make an exception because I love your sig so much.

My thoughts exactly.

friends with benefits are the only applications I'm currently accepting. so, sorry purely platonic requests.

Thirdly, I know she's not in a ton of stuff lately, but Juliette Lewis always plays an obnoxious skank.

I wish she had died in Cape Fear.

lol i wish I was there.

but do you get free sandwiches? if so, that is an awesome job.

i totally get free sandwiches at my job. amongst other food and drink. it's awesome.

Lonely nights are rough in general! I don't feel lonely too often after being single for a couple years, but when I get into a slump it can hit pretty hard. The thing that makes me feel worst about it is knowing how lucky I am to have the life I do, yet some part of me still wants to feel sorry for myself and just be sad. It comes and goes, but I suppose that's life. I've been in a bad groove lately and I think I need to slow down smoking for a bit, because if I'm just stoned all the time it makes things much worse. On a positive note; I went to the casino tonight for the first time and made out pretty well!

Anyways, keep your chin up and try to enjoy some really simple things. Like donuts, or biscuits if fried foods aren't your thing. You get the point. I also find that making small changes to my routine/schedule can help a lot of things feel less monotonous. Take care!

long distance relationships make me lonely. I guess I can't get too bummed out, since it won't be that way for more than a month or so longer, but right now it blows. I also feel even worse because how great my life is. Sure, financial things could be better, but for the most part, life good and real for me. I have wonderful friends, live in one of the greatest cities in the U.S. , have a new job I absolutely adore and a boyfriend who I've been in love with for over four years. Not many people have all of those things, and the fact that I can't stop pitying myself, is making me feel even worse.

Thanks for the advice though. I am going to try this whole change or routine, starting today. :] &maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea for me to cut back on the smoking too. But, I've actually smoked less than usual this week, and this is the week I feel shitty, so I don't know what my deal is. I'm being a fucking baby.

this film is absolutely breathtaking. The visuals are stunning, and that's not even talking about the actual story of this film. Raw, intentional and sometimes brutal, I remember the first time I saw this film, and the long hours I spent laying in bed afterwards, thinking about it.

god, what a great thing to exist.

i guess ill get naked and get all sweaty in this heat in the middle of my bed, &maybe sleep will occur. fuck lonely Saturday nights, am I right?

my threat was hi-jacked for that question? are you kidding me ...

just in one of those funks. it really sucks, because I feel as if I rarely fall into one these days.

www.myspace.com/thiswilldestroyyou

thanks man. this is nice.

except for the moon and antarctica...

haha, that's my second favorite.

i feel you on that. i can't stop listening to sappy fucking music. bon iver, elliott smith, iron & wine, fleet foxes, great lakes swimming. fuckkkkkkme.

how come?

just in one of those funks. it really sucks, because I feel as if I rarely fall into one these days.

i feel you on that. i can't stop listening to sappy fucking music. bon iver, elliott smith, iron & wine, fleet foxes, great lakes swimming. fuckkkkkkme.