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  1. and re my earlier post:

     

    like last night I knew she was with someone else, and I guess it didn't bother me as much as it could have, but of course I couldn't sleep. Like i've been running on like 5 hours of sleep so I should have passed tf out at 1:00 but I woke up like 20 minutes later and throughout the night.

  2. so since the new year I've been talking to someone quite a lot.  We text all the time, hang out a ton ( this week 5x although mostly at night ) and are really couple-y when we are together.  She's introduced me to most of her friends (and vice versa) and I've met her mom and all that.

     

    from the very beginning she's stressed that this was just sexual, that we would never ever date, etc, and I agreed, like what else am I supposed to say? ( at that time, and maybe even now, that's what I want ).

     

    maybe a month and a half ago I had asked her what she was doing and she told me hanging out with some boy.  It devastated me despite me really trying hard not to care.  I wasn't surprised.  We ended up talking about it and I explained to her how I don't want us to stop talking and being cute and I just don't want to know what she is doing.

     

    She constantly tells me to talk to other girls, but when I'm not hanging out with her I don't want to spend time with other people.  I do text other people and I re-downloaded tinder just so I could try and feel less alone when I know she's hanging out with other guys ( even tho she doesn't tell me now, it's pretty obvious ).  I have hung out with other girls and hooked up with a couple since New Years but I feel dirty and as if I'm doing something wrong.  I also don't like potentially leading on other girls ( but I should probably be upfront about the situation ).

     

    On Friday she was really drunk and told me she loved me 100x and also cried a ton and wouldn't tell me why.  Her friend told me that she had said that she was crying because she didn't want to hurt me but doesn't want to feel like her freedom is being taken away.  She denied everything when I talked to her about it though, which doesn't surprise me.

     

     

    soo long story short -

    how do I let myself not get bothered that she sometimes hooks up with other guys?? ( its mostly only one guy, who creeps me the fuck out. its her shitty tattoo artist who is like 14 years older than her and absolutely obsessed with her )

     

    I don't know want what we're doing to end anytime soon but I don't want to sit alone at night and be sad either.

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