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  1. so I've been hitting the bottle pretty hard since the breakup... Pretty much every night of the week.  I'll try my hardest to ignore feeling so bummed about it, but something will remind me of her, or I'll see her post something on Facebook and it's shitsville again.  I mean, what can I do to get over this?

  2. ugh... All my plans on going up there tomorrow are falling apart... I was supposed to take my moms car with a uhaul but it's not out of the shop yet.  For some reason she insists that it gets done tomorrow.  She wants to do it before her mom goes back to Germany this weekend.  I just don't see how it's going to be possible...

  3. that last line was crushing. i'm so sorry.

     

     

    Yeah, I'm pretty devistated.  I just don't know what to do with myself.  I had a fucking plan for life up there in Chattanooga with her and now everything is just completely derailed.  We've breiefly discussed the posibility of us getting back together after she gets all her shit straightened up, but I'm skeptical.  I just feel incredibly hurt is all, especially after all the sacrafices I made for her, after all the years of devotion and love to her.  I seriously wanted to marry that girl.  I was terrified of it, but I loved her so much that I wanted to make that commitment. 

  4. Yeah, it was pretty much a total shock.  Maybe 3 or 4 days leading up to it, she was acting kind of cold and distant and she was talking to her mom alot in private.  I just thought they were doing some mother/daughter bonding stuff.  I had no clue what was in store.  I'm headed up there Thursday to get the rest of my stuff, cause her mom is leaving for Germany again the next week and for some reason she wants me to do that before her mom leaves.  I think we're both having a pretty hard time.  It was kinda one of those things like... "I love you, but I can't be with you, I need to take care of myself" things.  Before she broke up with me, she told me she was quiting her court reporting school and pursuing her art, and I was so fucking happy to hear that.  It seems like she's made alot of big life descisions lately, and I guess ditching me was one of them.

  5. Yeah, I'm just looking for something relatively inexpensive right now, and I'm too busy right now to bargain hunt.  I went to listen to a few records on it today, and it actually sounds pretty good to my ears.  He put a new Audio Technica (which he valued at $100) cartrage on it that he's giving me, as well as the old cartridge he had for it.  The speakers he's giving me are MTS brand, and although I've never heard of that brand they sound pretty good.  Also, all of the equipment is in flawless condition, the anti-skate worked perfectly and the speeds were spot on.  I was pleased with the trial run I did of it today.  I may end up upgrading sometime in the future but don't have the time to hunt around now.

  6. Jesus fucking christ I can't stand being in my parents house anymore.  The minute I walked in the door she was bitching at me to go get a job and going back to school.  I'm fucking sick of people telling me what to do with my life.  I'm just trying to be emotionally ok, and she's already getting on to me about stupid shit.

  7. The only bad thing about it was that I was like... close to crying in my beer but didn't.  Everything reminded me of her.  Like, my buddy has a tattoo of a 45 adapter, and she has a similar tattoo on her back and it reminded me of her.  Shit's stupid.  Hopefully it'll get easier but it still sucks pretty hard right now. 

  8. I now don't know what I'm going to do with my life.  The only thing I could think to do was get as much of my shit as I could and go back to my parents to regroup.  I'm gonna get fucking plastered downtown tonight with a bunch of friends I haven't seen in years. 

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