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I was poking through some old files on my computer and found some stuff I've written about in the lows of my life // for school, and thought to share. share stuff you've written! anyways here is something i wrote on a 4/20 like 2 years ago. I haven't written in months. Is it an absence of words? Maybe just the lack of anything remotely substantial happening in my life. Or maybe I've been content. We write when we're lost, alone, sad, angry, confused; but happy? How many 'artists' have provided quality work at times of happiness? I wanted to write a song but I'm just writing what comes to my mind. Someone right now, is having a horrible evening. It's 4/20 and he just got busted. He's a big time dealer. Now what? He might get kicked out of school for selling pot. I'm sure the cops have smoked before. So I'm sitting here all smug and content and extremely fucking lonely, but whatever. Life moves on. Or does it? I've been here before, pen in hand, just writing. I've been alone and afraid. My hand hurts, but I've barely written a page. It's kind of pathetic. I'm no writer though, just a lost soul. How cliche. What about the kid whose life is temporarily fucked up? Should we pray for him? He knew what he was getting into. I wish I did, but I submitted myself to this.