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wow, you totally caught me nicky. Might be on. I'm letcoldlakeslie.

am I the only one who hates cuddling (in bed) for the most part. I mean I like it for a good 10 minutes, but I can’t fall asleep to that. my ex always wanted to sleep like fucking  with our legs and arms intertwined facing each other. I hated it. Lets get the cuddle on for a little bit that turn over to our separate sides of the bed. it’s happened to me with different people. one guy wanted to fall asleep ‘holding my boobs’ and when I told him no and also told him that I don’t do the whole sleepover thing, he texted me later and said I only used him for his body. jesus

Whoa, I'm exactly like this too. I just can't get into cuddling for long periods of time. Need my damn space. Last dude I cuddled with also held onto my boobs and then dry humped me (so very weird) and I was like ugh, never hittin' that again.

Also, I have no feelings for anyone right now, which kinda bums me out. All dudes are pretty lame. Give me distractions.

Are you okay?

Yeah, you okay mike???

YESSS.

<3Mike Kinsella<3

HOW DOES DATING EVEN WORK ANYMORE WHAT AM I DOING OH MY GOD.

i rejoined the online dating world.  here's to a world of continuous disappointment.

Me too, but uh I went on a date yesterday and it went really well and I'm seeing him again tomorrow. It's a nice distraction.

Oh when this girl gets not grounded I'm going to invite her over and we're going to make out, but in a playfully way I'm not a slut. She's cute and I've know her for 3 years and we always kinda flirt but it doesn't mean anything and it's going to be a one time thing so excited!

So you're going to hit it and quit it 15 year old style.

I just took the train home to my parent's house on LI with my roommate. Fun night drives blasting good music!!! And then waking up at 6 to go on a seal walk.

Yeah, I've only gotten to listen to a few songs so far, but I'm digging it. I owe people mixtapes and I suck, but I promise to get them out within the next two weeks!

Our Home Is A Deathbed" from XERXES!

Enjoy: http://nslp.co/y83N8s

Grabbed this one, thanks!

Well, there goes my day.

VC dating should be a thing (like okcupid, but hopefully less creepy). Someone make it happen~

Sun Kil Moon

Sigur Ros

+ RHP and Hammock

That's my list. Hammock is really calming me down right now.

My mom told me mine was a joke. That I didn't need therapy or medication.

Then after I shoved a letter opener thru my wrist and out the other side she has been my biggest supporter.

You'll get support here. You're not alone.

That sucks it had to come to that for her to realize it wasn't a joke though.

Thanks, guys.

We need a mental health thread. I'm guessing 6/10 of us have some type of illness.

High possibility.

even if not an illness, getting mental health help is good for you.  i think the whole world would be a much friendlier and accepting place if people would help themselves a bit and make sure their head is screwed on right.  it makes such a HUGE difference.

But I feel like there are so many things that stop people from doing that. I've gotten no support from family or friends about this and they all just think it's nothing or I'm being fucking dramatic. It just makes you feel stupid. I know in the end that I have to do this for me, but that doesn't lessen the stigma or make me feel less alone.

I know it is, and I've been trying. It's just hard to go seek help again when you've talked to a psychologist before and still felt completely helpless. A couple of months ago I really thought this was it and that maybe I shouldn't be here anymore. I'm still here and for a little bit I thought I had things together.

you guys make it sound so easy. I'm just so worn out already. Hopefully I can go on Monday.

What kind of treatments?

I've been too scared to really tell anyone or get treated for my depression and every year I end up in the same situation, close to failing out of school and completely helpless. I know I have to change things, but I feel like it's not even worth it anymore. I'm just so fucking ashamed.

The Men - Open Your Heart

http://sacredbonesrecords.com/download/ Code: HT529393

Camera Obscura - My Maudlin Career

http://www.beggarsgroupusa.com/promo Code: FB648GY2

Just playing the ~game~

I'll probably run into him soon anyway. Haha.

So, I have a site counter for my tumblr (because I like to creep on who's creepin' on me) and I've noticed that the dude I used to like has been looking at it almost daily. Decided today would be a fun time to mess with him and post an old photo of him on there because I know he won't talk to me. Dude looked through every page of my tumblr like 4 times today. Psycho much?

At what age would you say it is "ridiculous" to still live at home (someone who never left, not someone who say went to school, came home, and lived with their parents until they paid off debts)?

 

I my two best friends are both 27 and have never lived outside their parents house. It's gotta be getting close to ridiculous if not there already. I offered them both a room for $200 a month (no utilities, just $200 flat) and neither took me up on it. Either retarded or cheap.

That is kind of sad. I think I'd lose my shit still living with my parents and I'm only 22. Do you have any idea why they're still living with their parents?

Geez, I'd love rent to only be $200. That's close to the cost of utilities a month.

Yeah, the shipping kills!

Bought it anyway. Love those dudes.

and fuck grumpy cat

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