tanukichu Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 - I almost had another panic attack just now. I had to run into the bathroom and try and calm myself down. Not something I need the whole class seeing. I just started crying uncontrollably and I was in there for a good 10/15 minutes. Fuck this isn't a very good week at all. It doesn't help that my parents haven't returned any of my calls (They are really busy this week, I know that, but I just wish they weren't), the only friend I have to talk to about any of it right now is being a total twat to me. It's like, I am there for him to listen/help him with stupid little bullshit that he whines about but I'm on the verge of having a fucking attack and he can't even give me the time of day and he's sitting right next to me. Everyone else is too busy dealing with their own shit. I have way too much on my plate right now. Fuck. I just want to sell all my shit and disappear. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
subhomeseabs Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 Just. breathe. If I'm ever on the verge of feeling like I could be having a panic attack I just breathe. If you don't let your mind go there, it won't. Trust me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
subhomeseabs Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 And I really hope stuff starts working out for you!! You'll get through it lady! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
divaface Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 please feel better nicole! take it one thing at a time. -woke up late -sleep schedule is fucked ++++beautiful outside, i'm going for a run +friend from high school who i havent seen in a few years is coming home this weekend Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tanukichu Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 Thanks. I'm feeling a little better. Pep talk from Dan helped a bunch. I just realized I'm sick of dealing with everyone else's bullshit when I have my own to worry about. It sort of became just too much. Still is, but I'm hoping after I finally get in touch with my parents it'll smooth over more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duff Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 + i got my package from B9 today with the posters and download cards that were missing from my NFG 7" package. it's good to see a label, any label, fix their mistakes and in a timely manner without any grief. + this is my 1,000th post. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silentgods Posted February 11, 2009 Share Posted February 11, 2009 - probally ate something weird yesterday - violently ill at 330-446 +/- called off at work, spent most of the day sleeping in bed. + up now listening to Butthole Surfers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thomas Posted February 12, 2009 Share Posted February 12, 2009 - My throat feels weird. Yesterday when I was eating food felt like it was being restricted going down my throat. I hope it is not swollen, or something bad is forming. + I got to the Pulmonologist again today to discuss my asthma test. - Still broke. - Work. + Payday tomorrow. -- My house is officially on the market . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
silentgods Posted February 12, 2009 Share Posted February 12, 2009 ----- no raise this year. + still get a bonus + still have a job. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
birdwell Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 + finally in a band again + have shows coming up already - I don't know all of the songs - our vocalist is 16...I'm 25, just kind of weird +/- not 100% into the music, but it's at least got my mind off of other things and it's fun - Fuck Work 1,000,000 - for not being in Seattle and not getting to see these MCD reunion shows...esp with them opening with Get Off The Floor & playing Johnny Thunders... 1,000,000,000,000,000 more - for being to get a hold of a Feather Bed Whiskey Blanket Box Set - Having to sneak into the School's library to use a computer - Missed Chuck D speak on campus Tuesday night apparently, that would have been cool to see - missed a Eliot McPhearson (Dexateens front man) solo Acoustic show for free tonight while I was napping - keep finding more and more stray gray hairs on my head + ...I'm still alive? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thesack18 Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 -7000 people being homeless because of the bushfires here -2000 homes being lost -not being able to goto the football tonite to help raise money tonite +workin tomorrow to make a 3 tables thatll be auctioned off to raise money this shit is fucked Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thomas Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 + Really good paycheck. - Undercharged for shipping on a few things I sold on ebay. Not too big deal since I usually overcharge by like 40 cents so I'm still up. - Most my paycheck is going to buy clothes, new shoes, and new pillows since I need them all pretty bad. - Slammed my pinky in my car door because I'm an idiot. - I got cut off 3 times between the bank and post office, it is like a 3 block drive. + Feel good today, other then a bit foggy headed, but I can deal with that. + Should be a decent mail day. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katie Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 - Can't find a job - One credit short of being able to transfer to a better school. + Get to spend all day Sunday with my boyfriend + there will be lots of fun had on Sunday... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cadetapplesauce Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 - my parents are picking me up kinda late, which means i now have time to go to class + it's friday, finally - i'm bored as all hell Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
danthemjfan23 Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 katie, since you're not married yet i hope you're not talking about S-E-X Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cadetapplesauce Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 +++++ someone just made me smile. a lot. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
danthemjfan23 Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 was it me? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cadetapplesauce Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 of course, dan. is your heart mended yet? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
danthemjfan23 Posted February 13, 2009 Share Posted February 13, 2009 <3 it would appear so. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
counterfiction Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 - long DAY at work + going to a "Pin-Up" party tonight + probably getting laid. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brennan Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 <3it would appear so. i dunno. i still see tiny holes on the outside of it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tanukichu Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 +Midterms are over +Didn't lose the apartment over not having the lease and deposit in today (most of it was their fault...these real estate people are soooo easy to deal with...unlike the people we're renting from now). +Got paid +Refund check was in the mail when I got home. +Get to pick up my package from my parents tomorrow. +Get to drink a lot tomorrow. +Title Fight were pretty fun tonight. -Burnt out from working all day -Something's wrong with my lungs. Anytime I breathe deeply it hurts and then I get into coughing fits which are also painful. I feel some phlegm in my lungs, but it's stuck there and not coming up. I might take some hits off my roommate's inhaler or something. I really fucking hope it's nothing serious. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brennan Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 +Midterms are over+Didn't lose the apartment over not having the lease and deposit in today (most of it was their fault...these real estate people are soooo easy to deal with...unlike the people we're renting from now). +Got paid +Refund check was in the mail when I got home. +Get to pick up my package from my parents tomorrow. +Get to drink a lot tomorrow. +Title Fight were pretty fun tonight. -Burnt out from working all day -Something's wrong with my lungs. Anytime I breathe deeply it hurts and then I get into coughing fits which are also painful. I feel some phlegm in my lungs, but it's stuck there and not coming up. I might take some hits off my roommate's inhaler or something. I really fucking hope it's nothing serious. well overall i'd say thats a + day. as for myself --- still not 19 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mikeian Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 - sick - medicine's wearing off - probably going to be sick for valentine's + at least i don't have a date to be sick for and cancel - don't have a date + was going to stay home anyway + 3-day weekend Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hyperinactive Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 +Midterms are over+Didn't lose the apartment over not having the lease and deposit in today (most of it was their fault...these real estate people are soooo easy to deal with...unlike the people we're renting from now). +Got paid +Refund check was in the mail when I got home. +Get to pick up my package from my parents tomorrow. +Get to drink a lot tomorrow. +Title Fight were pretty fun tonight. -Burnt out from working all day -Something's wrong with my lungs. Anytime I breathe deeply it hurts and then I get into coughing fits which are also painful. I feel some phlegm in my lungs, but it's stuck there and not coming up. I might take some hits off my roommate's inhaler or something. I really fucking hope it's nothing serious. did you see fallen from the sky? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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