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this might be cool if the ramones didn't suck.

Okay, I'm over it. Now Im just upset that I got ousted at least a Game 6, AND two NEW episodes of Bones. Lame.

it's real quiet here...real quiet. phillies spring training stadium across the street didn't light off fireworks, for once.

Ian Curtis.

it's definitely difficult to look like much of a normal member of society when i'm perusing the young boys and petites sections of whatever stores.

my hips are my problem. and the fact that it's so hard to find anything below a 30 in either measurement, and when one is the right size, the other is too short or too long. i swear i border on shopping in the little boys section.

im sticking to dillards for jeans, consistently on sale for less than 40 dollars, and they get a higher standard of levi's, i think on par with what they have at the levi's store, but closer, and cheaper. oh uh...yeah uh...beer, uh football, uh...tits...no homo.

hahaha, i am 5'9", 140, i have sort of wide hips, and long arms. i just finally found a pair of 29w/30l jeans in a store that were the right fit around my legs, and finding dress shirts is always shit, because they never have ones that really work with how skinny i am cause of my long arms, i guess they assume my mid section is 4 inches thicker front to back than it really is, so everything sticks out the sides. the coat is an XS, and it fits just right. it wasn't TOO big of an expensive, either. surprisingly. i went to 4 fucking places before i saw it walking by AE and sucked up my pride.

thanks. it definitely doesn't hurt that the coat is really fantastic on it's own. i never thought i'd buy anything at american eagle. i also totally back quailman costumes.

yeah.

I feel like this is in almost in bad taste. A lot of people didn't understand it, tonight.

Hahaha, oops. I need to brush up on my Floridian geography. My bad! it's in a weird place. it's not usually considered "central" florida, either. the short answer is that tampa and the surrounding area is it's own thing/place all together.

Tampa is NOT South Florida. That is almost offensive. But I'll let it slide.

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hahahahaha. do you like golf?

ah, bummer, i was actually looking forward to working on becoming physically numb in addition to emotionally. hahaha. thank you, though. you've been a big help, both of my parents are nurses, and while i've only talked to my mom, for some reason the 30 years of experience seems to have worn off a little bit, thats the most in depth response i've been given thus far by anyone. too bad you can't take my co-pay.

yeah, well the rest of my blood work is for anxiety, weight loss, and abdominal pains. the ab. pains have gone away since the order is from may and i didn't go cause i thought i had the wrong paper. but im not sure. i might just be sick, or sick on top of this. i drove 27 hours straight from RI to FL 2 weeks ago, and have had a little bit of a hard time getting to bed, and take into consideration staying up til midnight or later watching the ball games, and on 2-3 of those nights drinking myself retarded...i may have just worn myself out. i also had mono last june, hoping it's not shitty relapse of that.

Well, I woke up this morning feeling like complete shit, I haven't eaten anything yet. But it swole up a lot more, I'm not sure if it hurts because it's there or if I'm tilting my neck at all or what. But it's definitely not the most comfortable thing in the world. I feel super weak today, I'm not totally sure if that's psychosomatic because I'm freaked out and I stayed up real late last night or what, my throat hurts a little bit, feels a little tighter and it feels like there's something on the inside in a similar location to where the swelling is. WebMD seems to always give me really vague options and then I get to the end and it seems to always be worst case scenario stuff. I feel a little fevered, nauseous, and light headed. but im going to eat a bagel and drink some tea, and see how i feel after that. it seems to have gone down a little bit. also my ear hurts just enough to be bothersome, on that side. i have to get blood drawn tomorrow, just a routine thing, if anythings real wrong would they be able to tell anything from that?

yeah, that and uh...have you BEEN to miami in the spring/summer? say what you want about tropicana field being the worst park in the majors, ugly, etc. that is the most comfortable thing in the world when it's hot as fuck outside. dolphin stadium is not. i dont blame people for not going to marlins games.

was there a goofy looking guy with a huge head and glasses with them?

crap. i guess i can deal with loss of some feeling and shit. i gotta put down the booze and the smokes and get on a bike. i hope i dont have anything too bad.

i have a lump in my neck, doc said it is probably just a swollen lymph node (though its not in a location that im familiar with them being in my neck) and that if it hasn't gone away in 2 more weeks i'll have to have whatever it is removed. curious what the hell this is going to be like. my only hospital visits so far have been for stitches on my face and fingers and never any overnights or anything. so uh, yeah. anyone got anything to tell me about experiences with this or anything similar? plz share, i am uncomfortable with the thought of this.

well fuck you and the stupid cat you rode in on.

they're not bad. i swear by bowers and wilkins, but a lot of people/places that have decent stuff hooked up seem to have these. $8 isn't really a loss even if they don't work out. look up the model on line. or call a high end audio shop and get an honest opinion.

seems an appropriate show to see him at haha. he was actually there to see Mest. Which makes it even worse.