casey Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I don't mean to sound like the big bad NA nazi, but seriously, do yourself a favor and lay off the drugs. Pot is joke, but the rest of it can seriously fuck up your life. In 2003 I won an award for writing a story I don't remember writing. I don't remember anything about that year really, and the scary part is I didn't "hit rock bottom" for another 4 years. I have detoxed twice from serious addictions and believe me when I tell you it is worse than you can possibly imagine. I've detoxed from heroin twice. It is absolutely the worst feeling you can possible imagine x a million. But, and this is the naive stance I had at at the time: I wanted to be a writer and to me, good writing meant having every imaginable experience under your belt to work from. So I did everything and I never regreted it. I have had the worst detoxing experiences that you could imagine, but I never wish I did anything else. Everything I have ever done has served a specific purpose--whether it be inspiring an idea of formulating an experience that I could build upon--that I have ever wished I did differently. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
controlthebleeding Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 Jenkem. now, that's just fucking gross.. lol my list: pot - a few times. don't like smoking, but if in brownies will. alcohol - many but now a days never enough to get fucked up. acid - once. will never try again. mushrooms - once. may try again.. it wasn't too bad cocaine - once. did not like it robitusson - once... why i don't know. i was a kid. i got sick more than anything. my list to try: (at least once) dmt xtc morphine - but only to get tattooed to see how it works. My mom has a bottle of it for her pain. i thought about asking my aunt to take some while i get my chestpiece tattooed.. apparently only a few drops are all you need for 3 to 4 hours Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jayeffscene Posted May 4, 2009 Author Share Posted May 4, 2009 I don't mean to sound like the big bad NA nazi, but seriously, do yourself a favor and lay off the drugs. Pot is joke, but the rest of it can seriously fuck up your life. In 2003 I won an award for writing a story I don't remember writing. I don't remember anything about that year really, and the scary part is I didn't "hit rock bottom" for another 4 years. I have detoxed twice from serious addictions and believe me when I tell you it is worse than you can possibly imagine. I've detoxed from heroin twice. It is absolutely the worst feeling you can possible imagine x a million. But, and this is the naive stance I had at at the time: I wanted to be a writer and to me, good writing meant having every imaginable experience under your belt to work from. So I did everything and I never regreted it. I have had the worst detoxing experiences that you could imagine, but I never wish I did anything else. Everything I have ever done has served a specific purpose--whether it be inspiring an idea of formulating an experience that I could build upon--that I have ever wished I did differently. Would it be shitty to ask what it was like to do heroin? Or to detox from it? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
casey Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I've detoxed from heroin twice. It is absolutely the worst feeling you can possible imagine x a million. But, and this is the naive stance I had at at the time: I wanted to be a writer and to me, good writing meant having every imaginable experience under your belt to work from. So I did everything and I never regreted it. I have had the worst detoxing experiences that you could imagine, but I never wish I did anything else. Everything I have ever done has served a specific purpose--whether it be inspiring an idea of formulating an experience that I could build upon--that I have ever wished I did differently. Would it be shitty to ask what it was like to do heroin? Or to detox from it? No, it wouldn't be shitty. I've always been pretty open about my experiences with drug use. I've never felt like I had anything to hide or be ashamed of. Doing heroin is like every pore of your body being in complete bliss. It is unparalleled. If you shoot it, it's like a fucking carnival coming into town at 300 mph into every part of you. There's a heat and pleasure that you cannot feel in any other way. Detox is the exact opposite of the high. All of your cells feel like they are fist fighting each other. Parts of you that you didn't know existed or at least never paid attention to hurt like fuck. The tips of your hair hurt. Your toenails hurt. Your eyelashes hurt. It's pretty fucking awful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mikeian Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 robitusson - once... why i don't know. i was a kid. i got sick more than anything. this reminded me of one time i was in the ER for an allergic reaction to something and got an IV of diphenhydramine (benadryl) and steroids.. it felt like the same thing as being high but i've just tried alcohol / weed n that's about it.. no real desire to try anything else Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
adammuzzy Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 weed, coke, acid, shrooms (lame), pcp, heroin, crack, opium, ecstasy, oc/percs, xanax Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enjoyadrian Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 i use to smoke pot almost daily for a good 1/2 year to a year. I only did it...as cheesy as this sounds...because i loved listening to music under the influence. I stopped smoking it so in case i got drug tested looking for a job. It's been over a year. I can't wait to try it again. It never affected me negatively which is why i'm okay with it. i tried salvia. Maaan that was pretty good for such a short high. I remember trying it and seeing a bunch of beer barrels stacked, and seeing general grevious stuck in one with his head sticking out. it was weird/awesome. turns out i was looking at a stack of blankets on a bed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hyperinactive Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 weed, coke, acid, shrooms (lame), pcp, heroin, crack, opium, ecstasy, oc/percs, xanax i was waiting for this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
andrew13 Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 never anything not prescribed to me, but Demerol injections in the hospital were fucking amazing. i can see how you get addicted to that. percocet is shit if you're really in pain. vicoden is worse than shit unless you take 4 of them. percocet was much nicer than vics for pain management, but still sucked overall. those injections were amazing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
phantommaggot Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 Weed, alcohol, various muscle relaxers, ecstasy once, coke, shrooms, triple C, hash, salvia haha. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jayeffscene Posted May 4, 2009 Author Share Posted May 4, 2009 weed, coke, acid, shrooms (lame), pcp, heroin, crack, opium, ecstasy, oc/percs, xanax i was waiting for this. ...so was I. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest smccown13 Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I don't know if anyone else has experienced this. I smoked pot for like..4 years..and then all of the sudden it quit being fun. I just got paranoid/depressed every time I smoked. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
amsteel Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 this sounds awesome Doing heroin is like every pore of your body being in complete bliss. It is unparalleled. If you shoot it, it's like a fucking carnival coming into town at 300 mph into every part of you. There's a heat and pleasure that you cannot feel in any other way. this sound horrifying Detox is the exact opposite of the high. All of your cells feel like they are fist fighting each other. Parts of you that you didn't know existed or at least never paid attention to hurt like fuck. The tips of your hair hurt. Your toenails hurt. Your eyelashes hurt. It's pretty fucking awful. that being said i'd never do anything that could kill me in one shot. I can barely control my alcohol intake, so i figure its best if i avoid anything more addictive/damaging. I smoked pot once and if i can find the 'funny things while drunk' thread i'll throw it in there. I most definitely abuse painkillers when prescribed to me, so its probably best i have no idea where to get them illegally. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
andrew13 Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 trival, demerol was the same way for me. it was like a 3 and a half hour orgasm after being injected. then the last 30 mins before you can get more, it's worn off and you're back in the worst pain you've ever been in. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alangrey Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I don't know if anyone else has experienced this. I smoked pot for like..4 years..and then all of the sudden it quit being fun. I just got paranoid/depressed every time I smoked.I have and a few of my friends have. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest drahtuos Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 weed, all sorts of pills, coke, cough syrup, mushrooms, acid, and other hallucinogens. never used a needle for anything, only ever snorted, smoked or drank. i've been clean for over a year now, i only take what i'm prescribed and i drink, beers and whiskey, the sweet kind of whiskey only pussies and little girls can drink. edit: i forgot about extacy and oxycontin but both can fall under the all sorts of pills category. oh and opium and salvia, i'm probably forgetting others. i love nitrous oxide when i go to the dentist. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest drahtuos Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 weed was my love though for a long time, saved me from ever becoming too invested in any of the other drugs. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
electricsnow Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 Weed Alcohol Triple C's And that's how it will most likely stay. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goraiders Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 theres nothing that makes you not want to do other drugs/ drink like weed. at least for me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paal Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 alcohol, hash and weed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
motorbike Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 stuff is blocked at my work but there is a myspace blog thing i wrote after a trip to see a friend in athens, ga and we smoked salvia. holy shit. that shit is illegal and pot isnt? myspace.com/trailer its just called athens. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thechuckdiezel Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 Too many to mention but I am older now and really do not mess with anyting other then some Treez and Booze Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
casey Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 I should probably mention I've been clean for three years now. I only drink and maybe blaze once every six months or so. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lokithelion Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 i've never done anything harder than shrooms. might have some bachelor party craziness with coke, but i doubt it. i just like weed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
coldsnap Posted May 4, 2009 Share Posted May 4, 2009 weed and hash. never was interested in doing those acid and chemical shit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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