circlingvultures Posted June 6, 2009 Share Posted June 6, 2009 -Slept like garbage for the 4 hours I slept. Am exhausted but can't fall back asleep. -Turntable died. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mattstrike Posted June 6, 2009 Share Posted June 6, 2009 -Slept like garbage for the 4 hours I slept. Am exhausted but can't fall back asleep. What is up with with all this sleep deprivation? The planets must be mis-aligned… ––––– This cocktail I'm taking for neuropathic pain is making me fucking hallucinate. I keep on seeing people and animals rush by me. Christ!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
circlingvultures Posted June 6, 2009 Share Posted June 6, 2009 I always have a hard time sleeping because of my back but lately i think it's a cycle due to all the energy drinks. probably had one or two bad nights of sleep 3 weeks ago then i would drink an energy drink or tow to make up for it then im up til 3 am and up for work by 6. wash,rinse, repeat. im exhausted right now but cant sleep so im cleaning. lame. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thomas Posted June 6, 2009 Share Posted June 6, 2009 + A very nice day outside. - Work tonight won't let me enjoy it. - My stomach feels like it is going to explode it hurts so much. + Nice mail day. - Really need to buy a receiver so I can listen to my records again, and they cost money. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tanukichu Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 - Still down about my money situation and at the possibility I won't get to see my family. - I am still way too behind on school work - I realized I left my keys at the school and it was too late to get them back. The school was locked up. So I'm fucked until tomorrow - I have just been seriously, ridiculously down. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
circlingvultures Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 - I have just been seriously, ridiculously down. you and me both sister. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
circlingvultures Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 - laptop powers up, I enter my password and then it goes to a black screen and only shows my cursor. -ever wake up from a night of sleep feeling worse then when you went to bed? Maybe I got a full nights sleep and I finally am feeling how run down I really am. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mattstrike Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 -ever wake up from a night of sleep feeling worse then when you went to bed? Maybe I got a full nights sleep and I finally am feeling how run down I really am. I hear you. More often than not, I am scared to go to sleep because one of the two or both things will happen: I am going to wake up within 3 hours and not be able to go back to sleep / it's going to take me an hour of tossing and turning trying to find a comfortable position. In the end it seems to not really matter cos I can't move my neck or feel my left arm in the AM… Chronic back/neck pain sucks ass. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
circlingvultures Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 indeed it does. my back has been messed up since highschool. i spend most nights tossing and turning. i really need a good night's sleep tonight. i'm hoping to be in bed by 10. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mrc Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 - have to work from home today + think i might say fuck it and be screwed on monday morning + might go meet friends for bowling - headache - house is dirty and i have no clean clothes + its clear and sunny out, hopefully no more rain + got gangland - season 3 on dvd + finally got my hair cut + 2 weeks until vacation Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aviolentworld Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 +playing old man hockey tonight. pretty excited for this -havent played in years so i will probably suck it up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thomas Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 + Today is my Friday. + Video games at work later. - Freaking out about my mouth again since I just noticed the rough spot again, that probably has not changed. - Spent too much yesterday thanks to the new ptm preorder. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
birdwell Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 + saw Taylor Hollingsworth (lead guitarist in Conor O'Berst's "Mystic Valley Band" and in Bright Eyes) play a show with Kate Taylor (Maria Taylor's sister) yesterday....to 5 people...My girlfriend and I being the only people that actually showed up for the show, the others wondered in off of the streets - Nobody showed up for the show b/c this town is a ghost-town when school's not in session + work was surprisingly laid back today + it's fucking gorgeous outside today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skanknsmile Posted June 7, 2009 Share Posted June 7, 2009 + I'm out of credit card debt, again + Moving to New York in July, around the 15th-25th range + have a good nest egg saved up + last month of work will get me to what I wanted saved up for when I got there, and some playin' around money ass well - If I don't find a job out there, will quickly get back into debt + all apart of the ADVENTURE Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
circlingvultures Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 - EXHAUSTED +ive been sleepy all day. i didnt take a nap and i cleaned and did laundry. my goal was to make it until 10 pm and then try and get a good nights rest finally. i can hardly keep my eyes open and only have half an hour to go. - i beet i wake up at 230am and cant fall back asleep. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thomas Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 + Finally fucking beat Call of Duty 4 on veteran. Now to go for the mile high club! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cadetapplesauce Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 - studying for finals + did nothing all day Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tanukichu Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 I really don't want to make an entire thread about this. -So I feel like I finally need to tell my parents that there is something wrong with me and I need help. EDIT. I had a big long rant typed out...but..yeah....I dunno. Long story short, I think I'm dealing with adult ADD and/or depression. I've definitely had warning signs in high school and it's only been getting worse and I'm kind of at a point where I'm ceasing to function efficiently as a human being. I don't like being this way so I need to do something about it. I'm having trouble figuring out how to tell my parents because they need to know, especially since financially I can't afford therapy on my own (I'm uninsured to boot). Factor in family history of mental illness as well. :/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
partysmasher Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 +/- back at work after being sick all last week + only two four-day weeks until i go on holiday, then all i have to do is worry about playing a good game of tennis, a decent round of golf and getting a killer tan! Edit: + Mastodon tomorrow + FAITH NO MORE on weds! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mattstrike Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 I really don't want to make an entire thread about this.-So I feel like I finally need to tell my parents that there is something wrong with me and I need help. EDIT. I had a big long rant typed out...but..yeah....I dunno. Long story short, I think I'm dealing with adult ADD and/or depression. I've definitely had warning signs in high school and it's only been getting worse and I'm kind of at a point where I'm ceasing to function efficiently as a human being. I don't like being this way so I need to do something about it. I'm having trouble figuring out how to tell my parents because they need to know, especially since financially I can't afford therapy on my own (I'm uninsured to boot). Factor in family history of mental illness as well. :/ Nicole - I'm gonna PM you with some info that might help. And I am sorry yr feeling down - been there many times… Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
circlingvultures Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 Yeah nicole your post reads like I wrote it. So frustrating. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thomas Posted June 8, 2009 Share Posted June 8, 2009 + No work today. - It's raining out. + It's a good day to play video games. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
partysmasher Posted June 9, 2009 Share Posted June 9, 2009 + seeing mastodon tonight - - - - - So the drivers of the trains on the London Underground are about to walk out over pay disputes, cue two days of nightmare bus journeys... SO PISSED! When everyone else is having to live through pay freezes and the possibility of redundancies, what gives these dickheads the right to strike simply because they can't be promised pay rises and no loss of jobs? Right when i have to make a journey across London to see Faith No More play tomorrow night. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mrc Posted June 9, 2009 Share Posted June 9, 2009 + somewhat slow day at work compared to the chaos i have been dealing with + slept well last night, feel pretty good + Chuck Ragan is playing here Thursday night + Bowling got moved to wed instead of thursday making it easier to go to the show. - Girlfriend has been super stressed about getting accepted into the dental program at school and also being broke as fuck. I feel bad for her. - Unwelcome family guests coming and staying at my place on friday night. i think its like 5 people and 2 are children, and i fucking hate kids!!! + this should be the 1st weekend where i dont have to work Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kevinb Posted June 9, 2009 Share Posted June 9, 2009 -went to go visit a Friend at a tattoo shop who is visiting from Florida had 2 & 1/2 beers. got pulled over for "speeding" even though the area the cop sited me at "speeding" he was pulling up to the stop light about 1.5 miles away. had a Breathalyzer & passed (fuck, I don't know about legal limits I seldomly drink) still scary as shit though. +got off with a warning, cop was extremely nice about it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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